So last night I stayed up late watching a DVD that was due in today. The movie called Gozu, is about a yakuza member who is supposed to kill his brother (who is going crazy) but gets into some weird dilemas. The movie featured alot of nasty stuff like a breast feeding old hag who wanted strangers to taste her stuff, a demon-like cowman and a the yakuza guy having sex with a woman and having his penis grabbed (while inside her) by a hang (inside her) which turns out to be a full grown man that later comes out of the woman as if she were giving birth..
This movie definately triggered something weird in my mind as I had dreams hanging out with my Sick mother who I havent seen in the longest of time, we were doing normal things like taking the subway, talking, hanging out which I can no longer do, due to her sickness (alzheimer's). After that dream I found myself amoung a group of people who seemed normal at all times except that they all climbed up some ladders as if going to a meeting but when I tried to follow them it was as if someone was talking to me describing what i was climbing up on and he told me that it was his sons grave which is on a regular basis spray or littered with food, fecal matter, liquids of different sorts (puke, juice, urine etc.) as a ritual and all this while i climbed on it and stood on it and tried to follow the crowd that had just gone through there.. when I woke up I was a bit disturbed by my dreams and dont really know what to think of them..
PS the dream with my mother was weird bcuz whle everything with my mother seemed cool and all, the background was a dark/sketch place.
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